_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________after years on end yearning for your presence and wishing to be with you, you’ll finally be home in 11 days.
i still don’t know how to wrap my mind or my heart around it. my brain and my heart have been so wired to missing you that it’ll feel strange at first to go to bed with you and know you’ll be there in the morning, and know that you’re here forever.
it has been a difficult four years. we’ve beaten statistics and we’ve reached many milestones. all our hard work is going to pay off when i pick you up from the bus station, hug you tightly, and realize that i never have to leave your arms again. i never have to say goodbye again.
i’m beyond excited. it still seems like a dream to me, but the boxes that are quickly stacking high containing our appliances and decorations for our new apartment keep reminding me of the sweetest reality we’ve both been longing for.
i love you, jeremy martin. i still have so much love to give to you and my heart is making room for the new emotions that will come with living together.
hardships, relief, frustration, relaxation, comfort, familiarity, gratitude, blessings, but most of all… love. a young love; a new love; a physical love that will grow as we continue to nurture it and care deeply and affectionately for each other.11 days. only 11 more days.
